Am I really a blogger?

It has come to my attention after a few years that this blogging this is very hard. For those who do this for fun or for real life job style you have my encouragement and props! I have been using this blog for a few years and I don`t feel like it has taken off. I know the reasons why. I have asked myself should I just give up and stop doing this. I have no kind of order to this blog nor do I have a schedule on when I have post that are ready for viewing. I have tempted fate I feel in making this blog as there are so many out there who do the same thing. Yes, I am being a Debby downer but it is real life. I made a blog originally to talk about the costumes I was working on along with a food one when I first started collage. I ended up getting rid of it because I could not get the hang of it and I felt discouraged. I tried again with a new lease on life when the makeup blogger thing started becoming the newest craze.  I love makeup so I figure sure why not. This time around I thought I would try a new platform Tumbler. After a friend of mine had one and it was working well for her. So I gave it a try and it worked alright but did not last long because it was harder than the first account I had on Word Press. Both of those blogs leading us to where we are right now on Blog spot to try for the last time. I have kept this blog up and for a time I had a schedule going for my posting but real life got in the way as well as my other hobbies. I fell off on my writing and fell in to a funk for I didn't really have things to write about that you could not get on on YouTube and watch a review. I decided I would try to do more on the Cosplay side of things yet I did not get much done on that avenue either. My post come far and in between not very good to build any kind of following. Can I still call myself a blogger? I am not even sure. I thought about trying YouTube again but I am not full comfortable with the sound of my voice on camera. So that was a no for now at least. I keep telling myself I will go hardcore when I get the better set up for my blog and try again on the YouTube channel. This is not really answering the question as to if I qualify in having the ability to call myself a blogger is it? No, not really but I am not longer sure what the point of it all is. This blog should be done for me and not for viewers because it is a sure way to get yourself burnt out. Asking myself am I a blogger I would answer yes. While I am not the best I am one and it is some thing I like to do. If you have a blog and you make post then you are a blogger while you make not become famous or get companies sending you things for PR you are a blogger. I tell myself that try to get back to what this blog was to be about when I started. Which were all the mixture of things I like and enjoy. Also even the things I don`t. To myself I have defined the answer to my question as to if I count as a blogger and the answer is yes!