All things by design

Dear readers, The year 2020 has been a world wind.  So many things have happend . One thing that has come to the brink and had broken. So many lives of African Americans have been lost. The lives lost has sparked and eignited a fire that has always been burning. POC and allies alike are saying black lives matter. when that is said we are not saying that any other lives are any less than our own. Just that we matter and we will no longer be slient and take it in silence. If you don`t know I am African American. This is a movement that is a everyday thing of my life. I can not talk for every one when it to a life of African Americans. I can only speak to my own life.  I have spoke out but have not been as vocal as I could be. So far many of my friends and loveones have been supportive. Sadly, there have been a few in the life that I had hoped would be supportive of me but it was not to be. My whole life I have been diffrent. As I am in the middle and don`t quite fit in the by the  boo

 hello, I never forgot about this blog but somehow the app was no longer supported by phone. Time has past. like a good two years. I think at this point I may make all my post from now on private and it just become my personal space . Or I could make it a public diary of sorts. instead of YouTube videos just posts of me writing away. Maybe I'll go back to the old days of xanga and myspace where I just mostly posted poems. When I started this journey all those years ago I wanted so bad to be part of the creative community in the way of bloggers. I have tried YouTube and blogging. There are many post that have been started but not finished. there is one I feel I need to post and it will open a can of worms at most. As I don't promote my blogging it is not much of a stretch for me to believe no one reads my things. What was left but to start a podcast. I did so far so good. life came and snuck up on me or my Adhd came and said byeeeeeee. It is time for another year to close and I