All things by design

This is our reality. Many all over the world it has hit hard and it is spreading like wildfire.  As I have said before I will be making these posts to update and keep a record of events that are happening. Many said that 2019 was one of the worst years ever. It turns out 2020 is giving it a run for its money. Many lives hang in the balance or have already been lost. It seems most of the world has shut down. It comes in waves of shelter in place. So many places have been on lockdown. Many are without work while others are working overtime as they are essential. To which they have always been but we never gave them their due. I have reached the point of uncertainty. I am not sure how long my job will keep paying me. I am not sure when I will go back to work. Unsure of when life will go back to what it was. I know it is forever changed. Nothing is the same and no one knows for sure what it will bring. I know my family and I are adapting as well as we can.  The days seem to ble...

Readers, Making a note of that is happing in our world. The world is being taken over by the force of COVID-19.  History has its eye on the world right now. I am making a note because maybe one day someone will look back at my post. Hell, I will look back possibly months from now. I have lived through what popular culture thought to be the end of the world twice. This is something that is rocking me to the core. Bit by bit the United States of America is going on lockdown.  There are many other places in the world that have been shut down to where no one can come in or leave the country. To which is very scary. We are all being told to stay home as much as possible. Many states are shutting down and telling their citizens to not leave. It is no longer being encouraged it is being demanded in some places. Schools have been canceled or sent online. Many of us are out of work.  Only one person in my house is still working, my sister. She is out like many others who are out...

Readers,                 A new year has begun. Well, we are 14 days into the new year. This year I decied I wouldn't make any new years resoultions. For one every year I make them I don’t keep up with them.  My main excuses is that my birthday starts the new year so I`ll  start in Febuary. Then I will start them but I don’t hold myself true. I can say for years I have been saying I will keep up with this blog and it just happens little at a time. I tell myself I am going to really do my YouTube channel. I feel like it would be a fun outlet for me. As well as use this platorm for me to go into more detail if needed. So far I have started and stopped. Not happy with what I am putting out or unsure if anyone is really watching what I am making. I realized I should just do things for me. I have done many things in my years on this earth. If people want to supprort me they will and those who do not will not. It is a simple as that. Life is...

Finding out you need to wear glasses can be exciting for some and down right horrid for others! Some people just don't like wearing them and prefer to wear contacts or none at all. There are so many choices of places where you can buy your glasses. From shopping online to going to your local Eye doctor`s office. I , myself am a glasses wearer. When it is time for me to pick out a new pair. It is always such a hard thing for me. I just want them all. I am a huge fan of glasses. I tend to treat mine like an accessory to my outfits. I look at what I already own and what is the look I want to go for. I am a huge fan of retro looks and very unique glasses! There is so much more to just picking out your glasses. When you have your eye exam the doctor checks the health of your eyes. Making sure you get the right percription that fits your needs. I have not going online shopping for glasses  but many of my friends have with great sucess. I get my glasses from my job as I work in a eyeglass...

     Many of us ask our self what is happiness. There are time when we are so sure that we are happy. From the big things to the very small things. So many things can make you happy. Happy is a uplifting word when you think about it. It is a every going journey to be happy. As life has many ups and downs . Explaining what makes you happy can fill you with the most amazing feelings.  To me being happy is the feeling of just being at ease. That all my worries are on pause.  For some happiness can be all sunshine and rainbows and others it is just taking a deep breath. We need to find what makes us happy. Even when we are the at our lowest and it is hard to find something that makes us happy.  At times it is so hard just to be happy. When you are faced with anixety and depression. As our phones and computers beep with the next horror that has happened in our world. I am challanging myself to find a bit happiness each day. Finding something that makes me happ...

 Every new year we all try to set new goals. Yet then we let them slide. Then there comes a moment when we decide we want to set new goals for ourselves. Case in point, I have been feeling in a rut lately. One that I thought I had been able to shake off. I felt I need to do some kind of restart. I decided I needed to set some new goals for myself. But, what new goals do I set? I have been working on my weight off and on.  Its time to make this a new goal and stick to it. Posting to this blog can be a new goal! Setting up a posting schedule and sticking to it. Sometimes it so hard to make new goals and it is even harder to stick with them. New year, new me as they say. Small goals are a good way to start. I have been busy with school and work. Trying to find a balance is always hard. So a small goal is to start one thing at a time. I have even thought about stop using the word goals. I am going to try something new. I will start writing my goals but in a bucket list format...

 Welcome back, I have not been blogging at all for a bit. I was trying my hand at insta-blogging . I find both very interesting but they are both a good chunk of work. As I have not been on here in a bit and I am not sure if I have gathered any new readers! Hello, I'm Momo and I run this random blog. At first, I wanted to be about makeup, fashion, and cosplay. As I wrote and got busy with life things began to change in my post. Many of them became more self-review in  a way and the things that were running through my mind. So, I have decided this blog will be very random just as I am. If you looking for a well thought out blog this one is not it. In the way of structure. I try to think about what I am going to post before it goes up. As the internet never forgets. I have found this to be a way to express things. Do I know if anyone ever reads these? No, but I enjoy writing them. This has become in a way my online diary but not in the same way for the world can read it. ...